Live a purposeful life

Live a purposeful life

To live a life which regularly consists of expressing your life purpose and allowing it to shape your imagination, your thoughts, feelings and actions is simply a whole lot more fulfilling. A life on purpose is filled with meaning, and people on purpose realise they are making a difference simply by being in the world.

Do you sometimes ask yourself this question "why the hell am I in this world"? Well I often ask myself and have come up with an immediate answer which is changing people’s lives through my writing as a result whatever I choose to do in the world to express my life purpose is like icing on the cake.

It is not only the people living a purposeful life who have life filled with a meaning. But even People living without purpose often have a life filled with meaning as well. Unfortunately, the meaning that has filled life often stems from fear and preoccupies them with the need to struggle and suffer. Remember, Suffering is optional in this world, and knowing your purpose is the key to making this important shift. Saying suffering is optional will most likely make people wonder how one chooses to suffer but if one looks at their life choices they will see that they indeed made made bad choices that led to their suffering.

Short story- A surprise- by Meshack Mathe Bevhula

A surprise.
Palesa's day is filled with joy and happiness as she wakes up to the text by her boyfriend Paul. She reads the message on her phone written as " Hey my flower as you know today is my birthday I decided to rather spend it with you at your place, see you later. I love you angel".Palesa's smile is like of someone who just got confirmed for a job interview. She concludes that is better she makes the day extraordinary. She prepares everything from candles ,flowers and food. The good smell on her room is so refreshing she deems the light bad enough to not see the person who could enter her door. She goes extra mile on everything that she prepares for her boyfriend that she referred him as "my one and only".

As she badly want the day to be so special she passionately wait  and stay naked on her room as she is not expecting anyone but her only boyfriend. She keeps calling him but his phone goes to voicemail. That doesn't worry her much as she knows that whenever his boyfriend promises to come he  always pitched. So she really have nothing to worry about.

Her room is decorated like it is a Valentine's day. R.Kelly song titled "Touch me baby" is the one playing on the background. She hears the knock that she was dying to hear. " oh here is him", she mumbles. She keeps him waiting at the door while she sprays her body with a perfume. "I'm coming", she shouts as she runs to the door to open up the door.

"Oh baby, I waited for you for hours now, I almost finished the wine. She has no reason to turn the light on with the long wait she had been put on. She start kissing him until she finds herself on her bad. She breath so heavily, she can't control it. She can't resist it. She needs it so badly. " oh give it all to me baby", she says with the voice that refuses to come out. The wine had loosen her up after. "Come, come , come Paul", she finds herself screaming so high.

Everyone is still sleeping until Palesa receives  a call from Paul's mom who can't hold it but crying so hard  on the phone from the word go. 
Palesa answers" Hello mom, you sound so worried what is wrong"? " Everything just went wrong last night my child", as she continues to cry.
" mom you are worrying me now what is wrong"? Palesa is worried sick now she really want to understand what is going on but the news seem to be delaying on her ears. She feels like Paul's mother is taking time because now she is made to be curious and worried about the news, just like a dog that is prepared food but yet to be unleashed to eat the food.

"He got involved in a car accident yesterday while he was coming to you", she explains  while continues to cry as her voice is nolonger coming out clear just like of the voice of a child who cried for long. " who are you talking about mom?" Palesa ask out of worry.
" Paul, he said he was coming to you last night to celebrate his birthday with you.Then this morning we received the news that he is badly injured and crippled at hospital", she says.
" No ways mom,check your facts right Paul is with me and who called you?", palesa asks as she is confused.
"The nurses called us using his phone since he can't even talk now, and what did you mean when you said he is with you there?" she asks

Confused Palesa quickly drops the phone and pull down the blanket to check her boyfriend. She is shocked to see the person she slept with and bad enough is not Paul..........

Written by Meshack Mathe Bevhula
Title : A surprise
Written date : 20 February 2017
Written for people.........

Marriage of lies

Synopsis by Meshack Mathe Bevhula.      MARRIAGE OF LIES
The story is to be directed to a book, movie and Radio Play.

The story talks about a man by the name of Rich Tshabalala who lived in the south of Johannesburg. Rich worked at a retail supermarket since he didn't go auxiliary with studies after passing grade 12. So it certainly left him with few varieties on the job market. He stayed with his younger brothers, sisters and parents in one RDP house that came into existence after the new democracy government in South Africa. Rich was the first born of his father and mother.

Rich fell in love with Pretty Malokane until he felt he was old enough to marry a wife while he continued to stay at his parent's house.  He didn't love her for real; the only intention that made Rich fall in love with Pretty was that she was at university so he assumed she would better his life for good as soon as she finished her studies. He later grasped that she wasn't studying her course yet but busy with upgrading her grade 12 results for acceptance in her hallucination course. He felt so thwarted and grassed because she didn't tell him all the details. She then dropped out as soon as she got pregnant and decided to raise the child who later been named Valencia.

 Rich woke up in a good mood even though he wasn't feeling well physically, he went to an outreach church service where on thay night he had unceasing and unbearable pains on his manhood. As soon as Rich arrived the pastor was still preaching and it was about to be the time of praying for those who were sick. The pastor said to the audience there is someone here with us who have pains in his manhood; they are bewitching you as they don't want you to have children. Please come forward so that I pray for you". Rich knew that the pastor absorbed the message to him but he felt so mortified to go forward and receive prayers. He remained seated and ignore pastors message.

What was said at an outreach became true to Rich's life. By the time he met Pretty she was already pregnant for other man who refused to be with her. So as soon as Rich came to her life she felt so reassured and thought it was better that she don't tell him about her pregnancy. Rich never suspected anything as he started sleeping with her which led to her telling him about pregnancy which he accepted. And everybody at home was happy when the baby was born although it raised many rumours in the area since the child looked differently from anyone at Rich's family, the child  looked like a coloured but Rich made peace with it and had to live with it without worrying much about anything.

Rich thought it was best that he enriched his wife by taking her to computer school and to do drivers license so that it betters her chances of getting a job to assist him in supporting the family since he was the breadwinner. That of course happened as soon as she accomplished her computer studies. She also got a job at a retail industry and started to lose respect over Rich as she also cheated on him with the same man who was the father of her child. Rich was yet to go to the Doctor to check if he could produce or not as it frequently stressed him after the pastors message. One morning he came back early from work on a night shift duty only to find out that his wife wasn't home. He waited until she came back and he asked where she emanated from; she lied to him saying she slept at her friend's house without elaborating much. But Rich knew that observably she was cheating on him. He went on to ask for her friend's number to call and ask but her friend denied the claim as she didn't know anything. He forgave her and demanded her to be honest from there.

Rich later grasped that his wife was once again pregnant but still he wasn't pretty sure if he was the father or what because he felt like becoming aware of the truth would really hurt him. But he never realised that not knowing the truth will hurt him much more than knowing the truth. Her wife gave birth to a beautiful girl once more time named Phindile. Rich pondered who was making him such an idiot under his watch but he was still reluctant to challenge it. Rich started cheating with few women and he tried to have a baby but none of that ever blossomed. He never told his wife about everything that bothred him. but it had been eating him for years and that made him to despise any children because he couldn't give love to his kids and he felt so terrible about seeing his younger brothers having good relationships with their children 

Many people started to question his anger to the children as they realised that he didn't love them. Rich was never at peace. He had started to visit his young brothers more often just to ignore the stress that came with staying with his wife as he knew that everything about his marriage was a lie. He forever regretted not talking about his undiscovered manhood problem with his wife as he unceasingly thought it was too late to deal with it as it then involved a lot of people on the process and he didn't want to embarrass anyone like that.

His wife never stopped seeing the man who gave her the kids until Rich discovered some of the clothes bought by that man and he asked her until she couldn't give valid claims that she was the one who bought them. Rich felt like it was too much to handle and he went to buy a gun and killed both his wife, the father of the children and himself.

END

Authors message
People have to covenant with their problems no matter how difficult it is to deal with them because committing suicide is not easy for those you are leaving in the world. So man up and face your problems because the the matter of fact is that all the problems that are following you are actually created by you and your actions. So if there is one person to fix them is you.

The plain truth is that you never know the pains you cause to your loved ones when you die just like an idiot who doesn't know how it feels to be around him